putting in work.

underrated.

music choice #806

i've been sitting here for the past hour browsing into the mind of others while the love of my life resonates through the background of this room. i wanted to be at the gym by now but i cant seem to leave this temporary paradise. music choice channel #806 has kept me locked down, hip hop classics. while i question some of the songs on rotation here (Master P's "Make em say ughh"), other quality choices pull me back to times where i had to grow my hair out and booty music was the dance of choice.

if only life was as simple as pressing a couple buttons to bring you to a time you loved to be at. we've all traveled our journey's and experienced our beautiful struggles, but as we do so, we're also building quality to our life. wishing that you were able to relive past moments of our lives must show that we've done pretty good, regardless of the fruits of our labor. totally beats going through the infamous 'what if' contemplations.

going through life appreciating the things that make us who we are makes things a little easier. with my love coming to life through the tv speakers, its time to step out and see what else out there i can love.

"...and im still enjoyin life's ride, one more time". nas - doo rag's

(one of his best songs evar)

Brent Limos is my hero

Testing blogging thing on my phone. Hi world.

hi.

hello gail and kevin. and who ever else will stumble upon this.

im alive. so much on my mind. i need to put it on here from my bb. 

working on a "why there will never be a 'greatest MC'" post.  stay tuned. 

be well.

once again...

stepped down on to hawaii soil coming from las vegas, once again. this trip was a relaxing one in the desert compared to our previous endeavors into sin city. had a great time spending time with family, especially those that i haven't seen in years. but leaving vegas this time was a bit different.

it might have been the time i've been spending time with family or maybe its just where i stand in life right now, but coming home to hawaii was something i wasn't looking forward to. the family that i see most of the time in hawaii are still on the westcoast. the thought of leaving them in one state to go to another could have equipped me with emotions of not wanting to go back to hawaii.

or maybe i just didn't want to come back to what i left in hawaii. now, i don't want it to sound like every single thing i left here when i went to las vegas was a negative factor in my life. i mean, friends, scenery, the family that i do have here and the whole hang loose lifestyle of hawaii are some of the greatest blessings anyone can ask for.

every time i come back from the mainland, i talk shit about wanting to move there. then i get back into the everyday cycle that has become my life in hawaii. now i've been back in the islands for a couple hours now and i already feel like a caged animal. maybe a move to the mainland would be enough to motivate me to go back to school.

i've always enjoyed the thought of being able to go somewhere without worrying about driving into the pacific ocean. i know with the current state of our nations economy, opportunities might not be as plentiful. but i'm sure that if i'm meant to spend sometime on the mainland, the opportunity will present itself.